The story behind NIJI -=NinoXOc=- [my own version]

-=AYA POV=-

I was there standing in the middle of the crowd.. The crowd that composed of almost ladies in different ages (young and old), and a few guys.. The concert hall was dark.. And the only light was that.. that spotlight on that stage in front of us..

He started to played that song.. That song called 'Niji'.. The crowd started to scream but soon they become silent to hear him clearly, to hear him do the intoduction of the instruments.. The spotlight was spotted only to him and no one else.. He is there, sitting in front of that beautiful piano.. He's wearing an eyeglass.. He started to sing.. Everybody was silent..

I placed my both hands near my heart.. I felt so nervous, and my heart wants to explode.. But still I listen to him.. All ears and all eyes into him.. I only focused on him.. Im so proud of him.. But im feeling.. Feeling of mixed of happiness as well as saddness..

Itsumo sou yo.
Suneru to kimi wa.
Watashi no daiji na mono wo kakusu desho.
Sono basho wa kimatte onaji dakara.
Kyou wa saki ni itte matte miru wa.

Kisetsutachi ga yuuhi wo tsurete kite
Kage ga watashi wo mitsukete nobiru... .

Bikkuri shita kao de watashi wo mitsumete wa
Kyuu ni kuchi togarasete puitto soto miru no.
Gomen ne. Toiu to
Jaa kocchi ni kite yo to
Nee, hora mite mite
Kage ga kasanatta... .

"Nino-kun.." as i whisper to my self.. I saw him gave a small smile while playing the intrument as if he knows that im there watching him and call him by his name.. I felt something.. something i don't want to feel, i felt something excape from my eyes and flow into my cheek, its warm.. I traced it with my point finger, and saw.. saw a tears, a tears that keeps on falling into my eyes.. "Nande?" as i said to myself.. But i didn't bother it anymore.. He continued to sing.. I watched him.. listen.. I focus my gaze only to him.. and my ears only on his song..

Kore kara wa chotto kurai no wagamama.
Ittemo ii yo.
Demo watashi ni dake yo.

"Eh?" as i said to my self.. I saw him, in that big screen when the cameraman take a closer shot into him.. "Tears.." as i said to myself.. I saw him, and his tears.. Maybe they might think that it is just a sweat, but NO, i know its his tears. Tears excaped from his eyes, but he still managed to smile for eyerybody might not be bothered by his action..

Mendoukusai kara tte
Sunao ja nain dakara
Nande ienai no kana?
Suki da yo.
Hitokoto yo?
Tama ni wa kikitai na.
Kyou wa watashi to kimi ga
Myouji wo kasaneta hi.
Ai ga mebuita hi.

Eyebody sings too, the 'La.. la.. la..' I saw him smile, a small smile, but still i saw those tears escaped from his eyes.. "Gomen Nino-kun" as i whispered to myself hoping that he can hear me. "Gomen.." as i once again said, bowing my head little because tears keeps on flowing and i can't take it anymore.. I once again looked at him, and i saw a smile.. a small smile, a smile that full of saddness..

Before the song ended i made my mind.. I made my way exit.. I don't walk.. I run as fast as i could, "Gomen Nino-Kun.. Gomen" as i said to myself.. I know he's hurt.. I saw it.. i saw from his eyes.. and from his tears.. "Gomen Nino-kun.. Gomen.."

Niji ga kirei da yo.
Iya, omae no hou ga...
Terehajimeru kimi ni.

arigatou..
arigatou..

I soon reached the exit door.. And the last word i heard was 'Arigatou',, I know that he is addressing that word to me.. I closed the the exit door,.. and i landed myself on the floor, sitted,, "Gomen.." as i kept on repeating and tears just keep on flowing unto my eyes.. "Sorry for hurting you.."

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-=NINO POV=-

"Nino-kun, Be ready.. two more minutes and you will be up again on that stage" as the stage manager said patting my back. I gave him a small smile and ready my self. I put my eyeglasses, i don't know why, im feeling that i want to wear it.. "This will help" as i said to myself knowing that there might be a scene that will happen that i don't want everybody to see. I slowly walk to that place, that place that will lead me to the stage where i need to go..

Carnival Night was already finished and i ready myself.. The whole dome was dark but still i managed to climb into that place where the piano was placed.. I sit, and the spotlight soon spotted on me.. I did the introduction.. I stop.. 'I hope she will hear this' as i said to myself and breath.. breath because i felt that im going to explode while singing this song.. this song i composed as a sign for my love for her.. our love for each other.. the love i thought it will last forever.. I started to sing..

Itsumo sou yo.
Suneru to kimi wa.
Watashi no daiji na mono wo kakusu desho.
Sono basho wa kimatte onaji dakara.
Kyou wa saki ni itte matte miru wa.

Kisetsutachi ga yuuhi wo tsurete kite
Kage ga watashi wo mitsukete nobiru... .

Bikkuri shita kao de watashi wo mitsumete wa
Kyuu ni kuchi togarasete puitto soto miru no.
Gomen ne. Toiu to
Jaa kocchi ni kite yo to
Nee, hora mite mite
Kage ga kasanatta... .

I press those keys, those keys i remembered.. I practiced it many times.. practice it with her by my side.. during those days.. she's with me.. While playing, i remember her.. I remember those time.. those memories.. happy memories that we are together.. Those times when she get pissed because im teasing her, she always hides that thing.. My DS.. my most precious thing,, She hides it.. But she's hiding it into that place, that same place.. Those times.. i remember we're happy together.. no serious things to be bothered.. just me and her.. we're happy.. i miss her.. miss her so much.. i want her back.. back into my arm.. i want to say that i will protect her.. our relationship.. i'll do it for her.. but..

Kore kara wa chotto kurai no wagamama.
Ittemo ii yo.
Demo watashi ni dake yo.

I smiled.. but as soon as i smiled i felt something warm escaped from my eyes.. A tears.. i don't want this, but i can't help it.. I want to finished this song.. soon.. but i can't.. I don't want anybody see it.. But good thing im sweating hard, i wish everybody thinks that it is just a sweat, yah, i think everybody thinks that it is just a sweat.. good that its too hot here.. and that eyeglasses i wore.. it can be helped.. good.. my tears can flow freely.. i can allow it as long as my voice wont change.. I want this song reahced her.. I want her to hear this song.. This song i made for her.. Aya.. I hope you can hear this song.. Our song..

Mendoukusai kara tte
Sunao ja nain dakara
Nande ienai no kana?
Suki da yo.
Hitokoto yo?
Tama ni wa kikitai na.
Kyou wa watashi to kimi ga
Myouji wo kasaneta hi.
Ai ga mebuita hi.

Everybody sings.. Im happy.. Aya.. Why did you do this to me? Why did you leave me behind? You promised.. We promised that we will be together.. We will not leave each other behind.. We promised under that beautiful rainbow before the storm.. I continued to hit those keys, this song will end soon.. I want to run.. I want to find her.. I want to hug her and say I love her so much.. But.. But.. Our relationship is forbidden,, they won't allow us.. Im not allowed to have a relationship with her.. That's our agency rule, one of the rule.. But not just that.. She.. She is not allowed to have a relationship with me.. They don't like me.. Her parents to be with her.. Our relatinship is forbidden..

Niji ga kirei da yo.
Iya, omae no hou ga...
Terehajimeru kimi ni.

arigatou..
arigatou..

I wipe my tears pretending that im just wiping my sweat near my eyes.. I hope she can hear this.. Arigatou Aya-chan.. Arigatou for allowing me to love you.. Arigatou for allowing me to enter your life, arigatou for coming into my life.. I won't forget you.. I will treasure those memories.. those memories we share together.. I hope that our path will once again cross each other,, and be like in the past we used to be.. Arigatou Aya-chan.. Arigatou..

The spotlight soon dimmed.. The dome became dark.. I made my way to exit.. While walking, heavy tears came to flow into my eyes.. "Is this the end? as i said to myself.. I want to run and find her.. But.. but.. I don't know if she still wants to see me..